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independence
April 8, 2011I started living on my own since 2009 and it was fun. I feel free and I feel like I own everything, my life, my time as in everything. I can do whatever I want, I can go anywhere and anytime I want. Unfortunately, because of some undesirable circumstances I had to go back to my real home, where my family is. I started living with them again for almost 2months now but I never felt as independent as I am right now. I’ve never felt so…alone. I think that’s what “independence” mean. To do everything on your own and feel alone. ^_^ haha
I got to talk to a lot of strangers. I got to ask for directions and strangers were able to approach me. Today, I felt different, maybe because it was afternoon and I work at night so usually, afternoon is my sleeping time. I was able to go to some place that I consider “unsafe”. I was able to see how people work in the afternoon, going to school, going home, students chatting and having a good laugh. I felt more alive. I want to do it again. I want to feel alone again so I could feel that I’m alive.
Seeing different people, different faces, different expressions with different actions and reactions. I was able to observe a lot of things. At 5pm, people are rushing to go home, is that the reason why it’s called “rush hour”? Why do they need to rush? Are they rushing to watch their favorite telenovela? news? cook food for their children? emergency? or they want to rush just because they hate traffic? Well, whatever it is I hope it’s something worth rushing for. ^__^
I want to be more Independent!!
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