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a LittLe of seLf-worth

November 27, 2010

As this year ends, I want everything to be right. I want to leave everything behind. 

it’s hard talking about my feelings with anyone, im glad that i have these blogs that I can trust. Blogs will never betray you. :)

Right now, I’m a little confused. I hate this feeling, feeling of being used.

I just want to bring back my worth. SELF-WORTH and SELF RESPECT. I have lost both of it so i’m reviving myself. One thing, people don’t know about me is, I’m too emotional behind this happy face and happy atmosphere that I show. I am too weak and too emotional.

 I can’t even face small problems. Instead of facing the problems and thinking for solutions, I run away!

 

 Instead of thinking about it, I forget about it, although it’s kind of positive but sometimes I forget it too much that I stop caring about the current situation and about other people.

 

 It’s hard. I have no one to talk to. DARN. haha. I can’t open up my situation to anyone. DARN DARN DARN

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I want something different

November 11, 2010

 I want to do some volunteer works. Everyday, I want to do something different. I want to go and look for some street children treat them to some fastfood and look at them, take a picture of their smiles and be happy but why can’t i do it. Am i just too busy? Do i have no opportunity to do it? Am i afraid to do it? Or is it simply, I don’t know where, when and how to start and I don’t have the courage to start.

 I want something different. Something not everyone could do. Something not everyone could think of.

 I want to be some NOBODY who’s DOING SOMETHING, not SOMEBODY who’s DOING NOTHING. :) I want to make something out of my life. I want to be different. I want to feel the freedom. I want to feel the air, I wanna fly. haha. I’m getting carried away.

 I WANT!!!!!! ~~~~

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