The Answers. :)

Some people have told me that I’m nonsense, that I don’t have opinions, that I don’t answer their questions with the right answer, like i am stupid and have no thinking capacity. hahaha LOL. Well, that’s funny I am very opinionated. I just don’t like talking. haha 

Well, I don’t know why but I don’t talk that much. I talk a lot in my blogs but I don’t talk that much in person. You see, I am not open, it’s really hard for me to open up even when it comes to opinions. I don’t know maybe I just don’t like sharing or maybe I just don’t want to give my opinions to the people I am with or I am talking to. Sometimes people ask me, which is better, what is good or what is whatever or what do I think of something and these are my answers. 

 *I don’t know

 *Sakto lang / Just right / average

 *Kung san ka masaya / it’s your choice / whatever makes you happy /

and sometimes I just go blank and say, “uuhh..ok lang” haha but most of the time I answer “whatever makes you happy”.

For me, that would be my best opinion to everything, sometimes it may sound nonsense but I put a lot of meaning to it and it really has a lot of meaning. I know they ask me because they want or they need other people’s opinion so they can sum it up and then they can decide.

But the reason I say that is because at the end of the conversation, whether you’re going to choose between 2 dresses, 2 shoes or whatever, it’s your decision that matters. You’ll choose whatever makes you comfortoble and what will make you happy

When it comes to decision making, especially if it’s for yourself, it’s always YOU that matters and that’s FOR REAL you may disagree on this one, maybe not all the time but 90%, IT’s ALL ABOUT YOU.

Here’s a situation. Someone asked me before if I’m going to get mad at him if ever he decided to have a girlfriend. Well, we’re kind of MU / mutual understanding and we’re both special with each other but I thought that time. He is not my boyfriend and I have no right to get mad at him, so why should I be mad?, I told him it’s OK, it doesn’t matter and whatever makes you happy, go for it. 

I won’t get mad, that’s for sure because getting mad just means being selfish, right? and if I get mad, it’s like I’m stopping him from being happy and he  won’t be trully happy if he knows someone is mad at him. So definitely, I won’t get mad. I won’t.

BUT…

I don’t know what I’m going to feel.

I don’t want to oppose to anyone and I don’t want to stop someone from doing or from choosing what he really wants. I don’t want to be the reason of the other people’s suffering that’s why I always say “kung san ka magiging masaya / whatever makes you happy”.

Maybe we have shared a lot of times together, maybe we’re both special but if it’s him deciding to have a girlfriend or to find another girl then I’m out of it. I’m out of the picture, why would he need my opinion? If you already found a girl you like you would go for it, right? So why ask me if it’s alright? It’s always YOU that matters.

Yes, it’s you. I don’t matter but I do care.

I won’t get mad but I’ll feel something…

I just don’t know what it is.

:)