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LIES and PRIORITIES
March 9, 2009what would you do if you caught someone lying? Does lying means cheating? what if you have been fooLed or someone so important to you lied a lot of times and then you gave that someone another chance, and promised to be honest with you, but then he lied again. A small and simple lie yet it made a big impact, and IT HURTS.
It hurts because, the situation is so simple that you can’t find any reason why that someone would lie.
It made you feel stupid and being toyed because for once, you thought everything is ok and everything is getting better as your relationship gets longer. For once you thought, he loves you enough and he’s honest enough for you to trust him again. For once you thought that HE LISTENED, that HE CHOSE YOU over SOMETHING that seems so important to him.
For once, you thought that you’re NOT JUST A GF, but also his friend, his barkada, his younger sister, his bestfriend that he can trust and he can be most honest with. For once you thought and you felt that you’re on his top 5 priorities and then suddenly, YOU WERE WRONG.
Everything was just “WHAT I THOUGHT” and NONE of those thoughts were TRUE.
WHERE AM I?
WHAT SHOULD I DO?
NOW EVERYHTING MAKES SENSE..
I AM NOBODY..
I AM JUST SOMEONE who loves him. SOMEONE whom he can run to if he’s down SOMEONE WHO IS ALWAYS THERE FOR HIM.
NOTHING MORE. NOTHING LESS
I am not on his priorities, HIS FAMILY, HIS CAREER, MONEY, HIS BESTFRIEND, HIS OFFICEMATES, GAMES, HIS PHONE, HIS FRIENDS, ALCOHOL, CIGARETTE, GIMIKS.. everything is important to him. THOSE are HIS PRIORITIES..
so where am i . . . .?!?!
The fact that he lied just to have ALCOHOL OR GIMIKS and to be with HIS BESTFRIEND, means I AM NOTHING.
The fact that he didn’t come to our “supposedly bet and gimik” meant that I am NOT IMPORTANT.
I haven’t heard anything from him since yesterday.
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