i wanted everyone eLse to be Like me..

i didn’t know nor reaLized how it started but i just feLt it before, maybe i was too proud of myseLf or i Love myseLf so much that i think of myseLf as a ROLE MODEL or a good exampLe for peopLe, for some peopLe..atLeast!?! (haha, that’s funny ) i think i was too confident that i’m a good person?? and i beLieve that i haven’t done anything that can harm or hurt other peopLe that’s why i’m confident and whenever my sister and i had a fight i aLways teLL her how mean she is and how good i am to deserve aLL her deviLish acts.

anyweiz.

i am no perfect i  have fLaws and i am not aLways good. (i know it) but i just want to share this to aLL of you guys, because i just finished watching THE BUZZ and Boy Abunda said that he wanted his sister and his niece to be just Like him, and he reaLizes that he is not his sister, they are 2 different person and he can never asked or dictate someone to be Like him..then i remember how Boy and i are aLike

I wanted my friends to be Like me, weLL, atLeast..some of them, i want them to be Like me in some ways, Like for exampLe, thinking about others first before doing something.. my motto has aLways been Like this,

“it’s aLways better to get hurt than hurt someone..”

i aLways make sure that in everything i do, i don’t hurt or step on someone..and i’LL do my best not to hurt someone but not aLL peopLe are Like that because some peopLe just Lose their minds ( i didn’t mean crazy or what ) when they’re happy OR tend to forget other peopLe OR they may think of other peopLe but stiLL continue what they’re doing even if they know that it’s not right..especiaLLy when it comes to LOVE.

Some of my friends/officemates/acquaintances/famiLy have aLso characteristics that i don’t understand and, I GUESS, i wiLL never understand. I never toLd them to change nor even asked them and i haven’t opened up to some of my friends, but i reaLLy do want them to change and i don’t know how I can do it, as what reaLity is, you can never change someone UNLESS they want to.

I guess I was just thinking too much, and right now, i don’t think of that anymore..i guess, I have changed a Lot, if i can make a difference, it wiLL just naturaLLy come out.. without even thinking of it and reaLizing it, sooner or Later it wiLL just come to other peopLe’s senses, that i have made a difference in their Lives.

Now, i’LL just work things out with myseLf, because I am so compLicated and just Live naturaLLy and i’LL do everything to make others reaLize what they’re doing and make them see Life’s imperfections and be happy about it and make them want to change, not by teLLing them but by inspiring them through my actions..